Nikes On a Wire
There they were again. The dangling irony of memorial Nikes . . .
I was walking home from my neighbor's house. They'd just had a piano recital and I was still full of music when I saw the pair of tennis shoes flung over the telephone wire that crosses my street - instantly redefining, at least for me, this moment, this piece of earth and sky. Oh my God. I don't believe it.
In front of my house?
Every now and then I see a pair of tennis shoes flung over a telephone wire - that wire stretching through a nearby McDonald's parking lot, for instance - and every time I do, I think about a 12-year-old boy named Jose, who shoved a bit of reality in my face 20 or so years ago. He did so as a student of mine.
I was a volunteer writing teacher at the time. This was part of my decade-long struggle with the Chicago Public Schools, which my daughter attended. One day, when she was in third grade - this is when the school system begins the farce known as standardized testing, and "education" started to mean teaching to the test - she came home angrily and declared: "Dad, I hate writing!"
Writing had become nothing more than spelling and grammar, plus an opening sentence, yada yada, conclusion. The writer's actual knowledge and life experiences - the writer's voice, the writer's soul - were irrelevant. Writing was not about saying something. All that mattered was conforming to the test format. Students' words were emptied of meaning. That no longer mattered. In fact, it was a nuisance, since meaning was determined by the writer herself and often went off in its own direction; it couldn't easily be reduced to a number.
No wonder she hated writing!
I was beside myself with frustration. I believed in the public schools. But their (politically forced) conformity to standardized testing - good numbers meant adequate funding - was just plain wrong. As a writer myself, there was no way - no way! - I could allow my own kid to be robbed of her developing writer's voice.
This was a long struggle, but the beginning was here at Franklin Elementary School. I wound up having a conversation with the school's principal, who actually listened to my concerns and got my point. While she had no power to change the system, she suggested, if I was interested, that I could do some teaching at the school. I wasn't working full time at that point and had some free time in my week, so she arranged with one of the teachers for me to work with a small group of kids once a week.