Daughter juggles relationship with two mothers
Dear Amy: I am a 37-year-old woman who was adopted at the age of 6. My adoptive mother, "Jane," encouraged me to find my biological mom, "Kate," after Jane had recently connected with her biological family (she was also adopted). I reconnected with Kate four years ago.
Mom quickly became very upset about the developing relationship between Kate and my brother and me.
She would cry and drill me for information about Kate. I reassured her that she was my mother and even though I wanted a relationship with Kate, it didn't mean I loved her any less.
My relationship with mom has always been fragile. There was some sexual and physical abuse that happened by the hands of my father. I told her when I was 12. She did report it, but she asked me to lie about the severity of the abuse, and I did. She made me feel guilty because she had also adopted my brother. I didn't want him to lose his family. I have forgiven her, but this has left a mark on my heart.
Now she is interfering with my relationship with Kate. She will go weeks without speaking to me. She tells me I'm a horrible daughter and that I don't love her. She threatens to quit talking to me.
I only talk to Kate (mainly texting) a couple times a week. I talk to my mom at least four days a week. I'm trying my hardest to keep our relationship solid.
My question is, am I correct in standing my ground and not choosing between the two?
-- Worried
Dear Worried: You should continue to stand your ground, but don't be afraid to also make a choice. Realize that you will never be able to balance these two relationships, because your mother, "Jane," won't let you. So stop trying. Your relationship with your biological mother is your business. If Jane wants to quit talking to you because of this, then let her.
You should never have to prove to your mother how much you love her. You are already worthy. The person who continually demands such proof does not deserve to receive it.
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