When you doubt the world
look at the undivided darkness
look at Wheeler Peak
cliffs like suspended prayers

contemplate the cerulean
the gleaming limestone

the frozen shades
the wildflowers

look at the bristlecone pine
a labyrinth to winding wonders

listen to the caves
sing silently

remember the smell of sagebrush
after a thunderstorm

that Lexington Arch
is a bridge of questions

in the solitude of dreams
that here

distances disturb desire
to deliver a collision of breaths

the desert echoes
in this dark night sky

stars reveal the way
a heart can light a world.



About This Poem
"I'm an urbanite but when I started teaching at the low-residency M.F.A. program at Sierra Nevada College and discovered the numinous openness of Nevada, something unnamed untangled me. Standing under the crisp golden-red light then the infinite dark at Great Basin for the first time felt like being in the middle of my heart and asking, where do I go from here? Where does one go after they've lived wars, been too close to death's shadows and then sees a version of heaven? Can we give ourselves permission to inhale its glory without betraying those who couldn't flee or didn't survive? Perhaps we are meant to see such wonder to inform us of how beauty resists."
-Nathalie Handal

About Nathalie Handal
Nathalie Handal is the author of "The Republics" (University of Pittsburgh Press, 2015). She teaches at Columbia University and the low-residency M.F.A. program at Sierra Nevada College and lives in Queens, N.Y.


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(c) 2016 Nathalie Handal. Originally published in Poem-a-Day, www.poets.org. Distributed by King Features Syndicate