I had faith but now l see God brought me back from the dead (DRS.) just to let me see how helpless l am ,l cannt help my family, Their father was a alcoholic and l stayed with him and now l see my kids repeating history. I wist l had just died l cannt stand to see their pain that l helped cause.

And thank you for not counting the charictors for me...

you could have told me that, BEfore I wrote it; I cannot repeat now...man!!!